I tried to tell, I was sick but not physically. The pricks, the cuts, the cotton balls soaking blood wasn't painful, Painful was the thing in my mind. I was sick there, I wanted to be rescued, and they did try to rescue me But they dint diagnose me right. It wasn't the physical pain which was killing me, it was the mind, the soul, the heart, I wanted to be healed, I still want to But no one prioritized the mental health, not even so called doctors- My heart palpated like its in a race My breath wanted to stop at once My eyes were blur My legs were trembling My brain felt like there is some insect roaming around in it My legs had no strength My spinal cord felt broken Yes, I was terribly sick but not physically. I wanted to be healed, I tried to tell.
Current status : happily single No, I don't have an argue to get fucked emotionally, mentally and physically any sooner. No, I wouldn't say I'm a virgin because I have been fucked hard every time I trusted someone, as it is said life fucks everyone. I know I speak profanity a lot I know I am blunt I know I am arrogant I know I am stubborn I know I don't fit in the so called proper "friend" or "girlfriend" bracket and why do I have to? I don't like pretending something else which I am not, and if you don't like what I am just walk out. I don't question about whom you are dating I don't try to be nosy about whom you are marrying I don't try to pretend like I am your only friend I don't try to bodyshame you I don't come to your home and question how much money you have I don't talk to your parents like I am your grandma And this explains what are the boundaries I draw, please follow them. I know wha...
YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL !!! beautiful If I could meet myself 20 yrs ago, what would I say to "lil me"? " Gossip less,Study more"? Or, "don't cry if you come second in competition" Or, May be, "You have no idea what all amazing things will happen in your life" NO Maybe just,two words. "You're Beautiful"
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