Self Harm........ I cut myself not to feel pain but to see myself bleed. Something about it makes me feel better... I'm scared i'll be judged if people see my scares from when I cut myself , I wear jeans all the times.... Yes, I self-harm. No, am not attention-seeking And no I don't want to die. It's the only pain I have control over. That's why I do it ....... I self-harm but i'm ashamed of it.So I come up with excuses to tell people when they ask...... I get so tired of trying to hide my self-harm scars, but I don't want them to go away...............